May 2009
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fishing for confidence
arikai: I guess you wasted your beauty on me.
f8: well, at least I was pretty... WAS
arikai: -- and now?
f8: Now I look like shit.
arikai: You looked fine the last time I saw you.
f8: Apparently 'fine' doesn't cut it these days.
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ugly, but adorable.
Tiffanee Lim called me & Skywalker “cute”. together.
She stopped to let us know we were cute. And that she’s never seen me do “that” before. And if all this was “new”
Hand-holding was never really my ‘thing‘-ish.
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Life at Desa Ria
beautiful3tdown: Sex. is that all you ever think about, John?
f8: Yeah, that's probably why Tya keeps her curtains closed.
Galliano: - Especially when I'm in there.
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The long-short drive home.
Mr.BigHead: so how are you?
f8: I'm fine.
Mr.BigHead: F-I-N-E? You know... that stands for Frustrated, Insecure, Neurotic, & Egocentric.
f8: Nicely put. So where'd you get that from?
Mr.BigHead: I believe it was 'The Italian Job'. But don't Twitter me on that.
f8: Thank God I use Tumblr.
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Dear, daddy.
Today I’m going to come out and tell my dad…
Tell him that I’m crazy.
Tell him that I’m sorry.
Tell him that everything is going to be alright; really.
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“My face is covered in fairy-lights and my eye bags can go shopping!
I look like...”
– TYa
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What is life without the spice?
You know you have to LOL at your life when
Morning-after pills are a part of your first aid kit.
A random handbag discovery is a pregnancy tester.
You’re dating your best friend’s fanboy.
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live on the webcam
Mr.Bighead: I will come over and kill you like it's Halloween!
f8: I'd like to see that happen; in the dark.
Skywalker: Fucker, I'm INDIAN! I AM Halloween!!
Hypeman: If he's Halloween, then I'm the Holocaust.
f8: and I'm just Horrified.
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If I fuck me, I'll fuck me in my own way.
Mr.BigHead: You could write a book on me.
f8: I would write a book on spending '24 Hours in Bed with Mr.BigHead'.
Mr.BigHead: What would be your tagline?
f8: You saying, "I'm hitting you on the head...with a tube of luuuuuuuuuuube."
Mr.BigHead: What? Then people would think we've got issues.
f8: That's why people will read it.
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“you and I will always be a tragic comedy.”
– arikai
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“Andy: No no, come on. They’d say, “Edith Minturn Sedgwick: beautiful...”
– Factory Girl (2006)
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I am the Burger Queen
Skywalker: I am so wearing this crown for the rest of the day.
f8: What if someone asked why we're wearing these crowns?
Skywalker: I'd ask them, "did I ask you why your mother is ugly?"
f8: hahaha! "- because I'd assume that's where you get your looks from."
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in 24 hours I...
lost it;
went home from uni to sleep only to go all the way back to uni;
read “welcome to BK Alamanda” as “welcome BK to Alamanda”;
walked around Alamanda with a BK crown on;
bought lube as an impulse ‘ohyouneetostockuponthatone’ purchase at Watsons;
should’ve picked the Dettol over the lube;
found out I now have a ‘fan base’ post-Pohela...
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It's not you, it's me.
If I don’t kill me
I will kill you.
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I don't bite.
Mr.BigHead: I think you have a Pandora's Box complex.
f8: What makes you say that?
Mr.BigHead: There's something psycho in you that you could just unleash and holy shit...I wouldn't wanna piss you off.
f8: I'm a nice girl; but thank you for putting it that way.
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You're the sane one, now.
I just want to take a hot shower.
It’s raining.
I spent the entire day in bed.
I haven’t gotten any work done.
I want to kill myself (again)
I am holding back these tears.
If I cried, it would be without reason.
I hate you.
I just haven’t told you that yet.
Why won’t you just listen?
The clinic won’t answer my calls.
I just want to stay in bed forever.
...
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This doesn't equal brownie points.
It’s been almost 3 weeks now and you’re still ignoring me.
The only reason why I still pester you, is because I expected you to be better than this. I expected you to have the balls to tell me, “maybe this isn’t working out”…or something like that.
It would be so much less ‘high school’ and so much more ‘fuckyou’.
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car bonnet conversations
Skywalker: You and I should NEVER fuck.
f8: I agree. We could be dangerous together.
Skywalker: Just stay away from me when I'm drunk.
f8: Drunk or sober, I'm pretty sure I could say no to you if I wanted to.
Mr.BigHead: [to Skywalker] I could hook you up with some Ruffies.
f8: I don't think you see the point here.
Skywalker: we'd be dangerous fucking each other. Not me fucking her while she's asleep...
f8: -or vice versa.
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I crushed, and inevitably crashed.
He mentioned the existence of a girlfriend back home. and I still offered him a ride back.
Just because he’s a taken man, doesn’t mean I need to stop being nice to him.
Besides, I see it as a plus point when a man tells you about a significant other through the method of complaints instead of the “damn, I miss her so much” approach. And that he asked for my number...
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STILL more at the ER
thehandicap: You know, there's this girl in college who I really like...
f8: That's nice. Your arm in a cast may just win you pity points...
thehandicap: - I would SO date you when I get out of this...
Balboa: ...what?
f8: I guess that means I get special parking privileges.
Balboa: [leaves]
thehandicap: will you sing to me before they put me to sleep?
f8: ...
thehandicap: I like Norah Jones. You know that song? Come Away With Me...
f8: Dude, it's not like you're dying.
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Number closing in the ER
Balboa: Where did you go?
f8: ...to the toilet
Balboa: Oh. Are you done?
f8: ...Yeah.
Balboa: Ok, cool. Can I have your number? Like, just in case.
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Stranger things happen on this side of town
I’m at the hospital emergency room waiting to see how a friend is doing after a dislocated shoulder.
And I get my period.
On the bright side, the morning after pills worked.
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I may be ugly, but they sure love to stare.
MissMoody: So...do you have a boyfriend?
f8: Nope.
MissMoody: [shocked] Why not?
f8: Don't want one.
MissMoody: Don't you get lonely?
f8: Sometimes.
MissMoody: Oh...[look of pity] well...good luck, then.
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What hurts the most...
seeing you beside him, hidden beneath covers.
…watching, waiting, hoping.
and all I could do is tell you that I miss you. more than you think.
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So, when I (or well, we) finally did wake up...
as expected, we fucked.
I don’t know if the high is from the sex, or if it’s still all the medication.
That was one horny dream…
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My voice of reason, in my sleep.
candila: If he wants the sex, and you want sex; then it can't be wrong.
F8: True.
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Desperate attempts to hit "snooze"
I told everyone I’m away sleeping. Truth is: I’ve been away desperately attempting to sleep. I would say this was all due to spending all of yesterday in bed after a fitful night of crying non-stop for 5 hours over the paranoia that Mr.Ferrari hated my guts. After putting on a dress and being dumped over dinner (oh the irony of the aliterations), you’d be a little paranoid too....
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it's nothing personal
hypeman: Why didn't you call me? I could've come over?
f8: I wanted company. Not for someone to try and hump me.
hypeman: Aww...sayang
f8: -when you call me "sayang" all the time, it stops feeling special.
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You know you've hit a new low when...
You swear yourself into celibacy, which ended up in EPICFAIL.
Your EPICFAIL: An ‘accidental fuck’ with your 18-year old fling (a.k.a Pedovictim).
You fuck your ex (a.k.a Hypeman) the day after the ‘accidental fuck’. *You were a virgin when you guys were dating years ago.
The EPICFAIL was better in bed. as always.
I don’t know how to tell my psychiatrist all this...
